Last BCP

I happily took my last bcp yesterday and promptly threw the rest of those little asshats away. The reality that I still have 2 months worth should I need them is being ignored. I hate those guys! :) They make me mean, angry, irritable and just an overall snarky person to be around. I got the correct chinese herb in the mail tuesday and started them that night. I will stop once AF arrives completely and pick them back up with I start the estrogen. 

I do not want to work today. There's like 10 people in the office so the motivation is just not there. I would rather be home cleaning up the christmas mess. 

Only 4 weeks until transfer! I am getting excited again. AF should arrive tomorrow or saturday. Base line blood and ultrasound on monday. Start estrace, delestrogen, herbs, vitamin E and L arginine tuesday! Acupuncture one week away on thursday. Followed by another ultrasound and blood work on wednesday the 8th. That is the big one. If my lining is only a 4 I might literally cry :( but it wont be. It cant be. Not with all that crap I am going to take. 13 days and we will know. I guess technically if it is only a 4, I still have another week to get it to at least a 7 pushing for an 8. Really want a 10 to make that dream come true! :) Then Dr D can not even theorize that my lining was any problems. :) 

I can not wait to grow an obnoxious belly again. And wear awful maternity clothes! :) I am completely sincere in that I love being pregnant and I am conscious of the fact that it makes me sick and uncomfortable. :)