Actual Surro Update

So I suppose its about time for an update on the TS front. I am making a lot of really good future plans with my best co-worker A! I am still so so excited to be her TS and all the plans we have made surrounding what that looks like. That is however still a year+ away. Partly because.... We are finally wrapping up the contract with R&J. As a TS I feel that I want to be more involved with the guys and better friends with them. I want to be able to keep a small layer of contact with them after birth for many years to come. If I was more of a "people person" I would want to meet their family and friends and become intertwined forever with them. But the majority of my personality just loves to be a loner and finds crowds/people/groups exhausting/intimidating. So I think I have the perfect relationship with the guys and can not wait for this! 

Anyway, the good ol' witch AF should arrive Thursday 6/5. That is the beginning of the cycle where we will (fingers crossed, toes crossed) hopefully get pregnant! We should insem 6/27-6/30. Not sure of travel arrangements yet so those days might move +/- one day. We have the contract to IFs lawyer right now putting the finishing touches on that. Then my lawyer has to review. Whom, btw, I almost hate. But he is the only lawyer, other than IFs lawyer, who we could find to work with a TS situation. He is cocky and arrogant and stuck up and yucky! But whatever, all he has to do is advise me of what I do not know. IFs and I have worked out most of the details on our own already. Any comp that may or may not be involved, time off work, insurance, medical bills, etc, etc. 

3 weeks and 3 days till go time! I remember being miserable while pregnant with Brooke. I remember saying never, ever, ever again. But like 2 weeks after she was born and continuing through the present time, is an undeniable scream to be pregnant again, to be a surrogate, to make families. I know there will be moments when I will ask myself "Why???" when the nausea, indigestion, swelling, contractions, become too much. I will doubt myself. But in the end, I will 100% know why I chose this.