More waiting

Still more waiting. At first I was a little surprised to learn that we have not picked an egg donor yet, but then I sat and really thought about all that goes into the process and I think I understand now. There are many different types of donor situations as well, and I do not know what my IPs are looking for. I have hinted that I am curious, and I don't want to be rude and pry into their personal, private choices here, but I still don't know any more than they have not matched with one yet. I was really hoping to transfer in October, but if that doesn't happen its no big deal. If it takes long enough there is a chance I could go to the "family reunion" type wedding of my cousin next June. but that also puts me hugely pregnant in the hottest months of the year. Oh well, whatever is meant to be will be. The contracts have all been signed, so it is official, just no time line. I am so looking forward to having a baby belly that it is really hard to be patient. You would think after waiting 9 months to get to this point I would have learned patience, but no apparently not :) I hope they find an egg donor who is as intelligent as they are. I think my IFs looks will be dominant since he has dark hair and eyes. So even if they wanted a blond hair blue eyed donor, the baby(ies) would probably still look like IF. I think it may be harder being so close yet still so far. I guess I should find something else to occupy my time. Perhaps I should actually work at work ;)