Another dream

So the night before last, monday night, I had another surrogacy dream. I dreamed I was getting my lining checked, which I know is out of order based on the rest of the dream, but this was how it went in dreamland. So I was at a doctor's office getting my lining checked. The nurses then began to talk about how hard it has been for my IPs to choose an egg donor. The nurse kept saying they liked # 42 but kept second guessing themselves. The number 42 was repeated in my dream. So I was thinking about it yesterday and I counted how many days since the egg donor search began, 41. Today is day 42. I hope that is good luck. I did get an email from IM saying they hope to pick the donor today :) So i'm keeping my fingers crossed. I filled my last refill of bcp today, so I hope this marks the last month I need to take them. I emailed the clinic to tell them, but havent heard back yet, haven't heard from IM today yet either. But its only noon their time. Still early.  The more I think about it, I would be ok with a January transfer date too, then I can really go to the reunion without being too big.  There are still questions even if they did pick a donor. Like what testing she needs to have done, if any. I need my life insurance, which is proving difficult. They also want me to have the back up and maybe cycle insurance through a specific surrogacy insurance company. Which being in the health insurance field for a living, really bothers me, it seems like they are preying on poor IPs. The insurance they offer really doesnt cover much, which you'd think would be the point of it. I think it basically steals money and pays nothing.  Anyway, I hope today is the day. IM said she would let me know when they know, :) I'm so excited. I can't wait to have a baby belly. and wear maternity clothes. Just something about being pregnant is so amazing, and makes me so happy. Come on egg donor!! :)