False Alarm

Well my eternal optimism was wrong :) They do not have an egg donor. I did get a nice email from my IM early this morning and they hope to pick one this week but nothing is final. An odd peace came over me this weekend, maybe after 10 months I HAVE learned patience after all. The contracts are signed, they are picking a donor. We will move forward in the next two months. It will happen when it happens. :) There is nothing I can do to make anything go faster, I can not control really any part of it. So I am, uncharacteristically, content to just wait. I am a bit of a control freak, its true. I had an awesome time out with my best girl friends on friday night, and I think that helped me relax. A decade ago, I never would have understood if someone told me that I would need to spend time out with my girls talking about life and men and things only women can understand. But it eases a part of me that even the happiness I find at home can not.

At this point the 12/2/11 potential transfer date sounds good :) At least then I could be able to travel to the family reunion. Whatever is meant to be, will be. We will wait for the perfect donor to make perfect embryos and the right baby(ies) for S and S :) At least knowing the clinic only does transfers on Fridays means I only have 6 or 7 potential transfer dates before the end of the year. 

Plus I have more time to keep slowly unpacking my house. I made real progress this weekend, at least I feel like I did. Check out the dog door Josh made and installed this weekend. I love it :)

Seriously, I don't know why it imports every picture sideways. Its not saved that way on my computer.  Anyway, thats it for today.