Hey! More Waiting :)

So last thursday I did email the clinic and they said they were waiting to hear back from the donor. Today is Tuesday. 5 days later. I still have not heard back from the clinic. I would think the donor has been in contact by now. I emailed the clinic, who by the way has a new surrogate coordinator, and she is out of the office today, but has emailed the nurse who was contacting the donor and will keep me posted. It seems I have to learn patience over again with each new step. December will be one year since I started this whole process. That seems like such a long time, but it went by so fast.  If the 12/23 date is what the clinic and donor want, schedule based on her cycle, that is fine, but I just want to know. It's 9 weeks away and that seems like such a long time. Even though it's over Christmas, that date actually works for me.  I would start meds on 11/25 Black Friday. But really I am still hoping for something sooner. I just want to get this show on the road. I check my email about every 10 minutes hoping to hear from the clinic. I wish I could just call them and talk to someone who knows something. Plus with Josh gone, I just want something to do. Something to focus on. He's been gone almost 2 weeks now. Zoe is spending this week with my mom, we call it Camp Nana. I miss her so much and its only been 2 days. It is nice to have time to just myself, being able to do whatever I want, eat what I want for dinner, watch my shows on TV. I really need to get more unpacking done. I just realized last night that I will not be able to move the dresser that's in my bedroom because the bed is in the way. I can not move the gigantic waterbed frame with a regular cal. king mattress in it. So I have one box left for my closet. Then I really need to make some sort of progress downstairs. I also need to clean Zoe's room and do a few loads of laundry.  Its been 45 mins since the clinic last emailed me. I guess the email to the nurse was not an urgent matter. Its probably only urgent to me, and I'm probably being a pain. But whatever :)